for so long I have held my ideas to my chest but lately i am pushing them out. I think this is healthy but then I find my own ideas and words in other peoples mouths and in their art and in their grants and I wonder how they became there.
- we are all in the same creative chat room
- I sell them well and others buy the idea as theirs
- people mine me for creativity
I feel the 3rd one is more aprapo.
I am not interested in being mined
I shall limit entrance and close down my paths to outsiders
I feel betrayed and yet I welcomed them in
Is it possible to be creativly RAPED
I think yes
and by a loved one you know
I think yes
and what to do
we are all taken advantage of
we are all wanting to TRUST
and be honest
but are we?
I say no
I say we are all at the base line assholes trying to be better
but if you don’t think you are an asshole.
I am wary of you
you will act without awareness
and in that action I will become keenly aware
of just what kind of Asshole you are and I
my creative mine
my secret sauce my conversations
i am not afaid
or care if you take
I am an endless river of juice
that sqeezes from my veins
if you just ask
i release and
in that you breath
a version of ME
joyful loving kind word.
be it all