I left playing tennis in my high school years and have only played here and there - a lesson or two- since..I was ok- but I could never beat my mother due to her her daily tennis ritual which at times of my youth appeared to over throw my childhood…
Hello NYC
Upon landing in the city yesterday it occurred to me that this was ME the REAL ME returning to the city I loved. I left my LARGER WINDOWED WALL studio apartment in 1999 to go home to Miami for thanksgiving which morphed into a boob job which morphed into hesitation…
Letting go …of Botox
I tried Botox a few years ago. It was great all my lines disappeared and my age went down at least five maybe even ten years. It was amazing...the first time when it went well but the constant returning to the Dr’s office became a drag. “ THose lines must…
Letting go of … FACEBOOK
About 3 months ago I realized I was very much ONLINE and into facebook! Then Listened to Zuckerberg during his deposition. He kept saying, “ I’m sorry “ I decided I didn’t want to be involved in whatever it was he was sorry for. MId in April 2017 -I went…
Letting go of….my Implants
The producer and star of the next play I was going to be in, cornered me in my tiny kitchen in my NYC apartment and looked at me and said...” The Director is concerned about your breasts.” He had just gotten a full view of them that evening while I…
Letting go of… the Male Gaze
About a year and a half ago I learned I wanted to hang out with ONLY WOMEN- - I was working on a play about the intense relationship between Bettie Page and Bunny Yeager and I started to feel that they used their sexuality to get ahead and in that…
Letting go of… bibbitec
THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT.... It was a beautiful ride.... It took a while to tear myself off of bibbitec and let my true self return to acting and such other purely creative endeavors...funny how we can fake ourselves out so much that we believe our own dares. but here…
Letting go of … PERFORMING
I studied acting in school since I was in 5th grade. I loved it. Learning how to become another person was fascinating to me and I became an expert at it. The reason I am not going to “perform” ever again is that it is based on lying and deception.…
Letting go … about the S.U.R.F. Process
THe story -the way we connect to ourselves, to each other, to our past and to our future seems like the logical place to start when you want to let go of pain in your life. G0 to the point of entry. But GO as An actor Goes towards a…
Letting go of…Your Story
I was the lead in a play a few years ago and during one final run before we opened I made an internal independent decision to make the character more forgiving. After the run we sat for our notes and our director just stood there. All the hard work we…