I have come to a clear understanding of WHY talking about certain subject make me angry. It is because I have absolutely NO interest in the subject.
I am a pleaser and can see through action in my past – my desire to please and help others. I sorted that out. Ran it out and let it go.
But, now I am finding that I am JUST as overwhelmed. Just as angry and frustrated and just as uninspired as I was toward the end of that ROLE of Pleasing and I JUST figured it out.
I am listening and discussing subject that I have no interest in. I pretend to be nice, to have something to connect with people about but in the end…truly… I am trying nOT to fall asleep of claw my eyes out.
I used to want to be involved and considered and then I was and now I am like- STOP ASKING ME…what do I know and more importantly CARE about what you are tleling me. I have no damns to give and this is why we argue….because I am pretending to care more than I do and I am numb from my own Bullshit!!!!
SO to that… I simply say…. I QUIT
the role of the concerned person is OVER….
BC frankly my dear
I DON’t GIVE A DAMN~
