The idea that we are playing a role is something that many people are talking about but who better to teach you the exit strategy then an actor who leaves roles for her career.
I remember Steve saying…you should teach people how to get over things because you start up new things all the time…and that is something people may want to know..
that sat in my ear a while and as I worked on my sensual sexy creative class the concept that I say coming through was that we were learning how to let go..how to negotiate through a through till you get to the other side by using performance and movement and the radio….
the residue is the part that always get me…in my method I call SURF
Story, Understand, Recast, Flow
the R is Residue…as well and it comes back to challenge you right before you make a full committed shift…it is the part you through you didn’t;t have to deal with…
For example…
I not attending a few family gatherings with Steve’s family this year and a few with mine…it is because I am in a show..this has happened in the part but I usually find a way to make it…a make a way to make it but this time I am releasing the need to do as I always do and just simply NOT going and owning that..
see…if I try and make an excuse,,,,why I can’t make it…it belittles the gesture of disconnecting from traditions in order to make new ones..mind you. I am the only one in m family doing it but that is bc I am in a play a…NNOOOOO…that is an excuse’….the play is helping me not go…I didn’t;t want to go…I wanted to stay….home …alone….
and I just happens I am also in rehearsal for a play…
so owning my recasting of independent susie is being challenged in the residue of owning NOT attending family gathering yet AGAIN…
I feel no desire to go….so I shan’t…
anyway… I am meeting with an author/editor/Susan who helped me write out a process I created for a grant which I haven’t heard from yet and she got me so I am going to see if she can help me create a book from all that I have done with my SURF method…a small how to book maybe …
