A million and one years ago I wanted to start a YOU TUBE channel- A way to communicate to people without a buffer but I wanted to make sure what I was saying would not cause more pain in the world. I have worked very long and hard at getting…

got a quote and an outline and now I'll sit and wonder if what I have understood about creating kind art is actually something I want to do- I think that I may just want to create. you tube station about the concepts and the book since I can do…

Funny how things sneak up on you...I am in the kitchen cooking latkes and a neighbor I have become very very close with tells me she is REALLy moving...crying now just trying to write about it. I am so aware how the only time I realize how much a love…

I was performing my monologue when another actor opened the door and requested that the "audience" leave and see another room. I was shocked but took it in stride. This was the play and we were doing this impromptu entrance....but the asking for them to leave was bothering.. I let…

For the past four weeks I have been working in a play. Well an interactive immersive play that originally I declined to be part of. They wanted me to play a role that was angry and intense and I was scared to do it. I was aware that I would…

The kids and Steve drove off today. And with a wave of my hand I was alone in my home...with my dog and my thoughts and i was fine. Instantly fine. I couldn’t hear their thoughts or worries and I was free... QUIET THe sound of EMPTY. THis is the…

Drama is addicting...it is exciting..it is at times thrilling but in the end...DRAMA is not in any way.....flow. SO if you are aiming to have a FLOW state in your life, in your relationships, you have to be willing to let go of Drama. The letting go usually is FILLED…

The idea that we are playing a role is something that many people are talking about but who better to teach you the exit strategy then an actor who leaves roles for her career. I remember Steve saying...you should teach people how to get over things because you start up…

He said it was him it was him and he knew it he said it was all his all his and he owned it he said he was sorry for pressing it on me for telling me I'm crazy that I don't understand HERSTORY he said he was sorry and…

Many years ago I created a performance piece in an art gallery with two other women and a team of creatives. I loved it. When we finished I thought it was the bringing of a beautiful collaboration but what happened was that the two women I worked with walked away…