Drama is addicting...it is exciting..it is at times thrilling but in the end...DRAMA is not in any way.....flow. SO if you are aiming to have a FLOW state in your life, in your relationships, you have to be willing to let go of Drama. The letting go usually is FILLED…
Hello…..book?
The idea that we are playing a role is something that many people are talking about but who better to teach you the exit strategy then an actor who leaves roles for her career. I remember Steve saying...you should teach people how to get over things because you start up…
SORRY
He said it was him it was him and he knew it he said it was all his all his and he owned it he said he was sorry for pressing it on me for telling me I'm crazy that I don't understand HERSTORY he said he was sorry and…
Hello….past
Many years ago I created a performance piece in an art gallery with two other women and a team of creatives. I loved it. When we finished I thought it was the bringing of a beautiful collaboration but what happened was that the two women I worked with walked away…
the BOTOX LOBOTOMY generation and the repercussions
When I was in High school there was an acting teacher..a very disturbed one... that informed me of the very important F.F.L. look i needed to master for any casting call I might go on. The F.F.L stood for the Freshly Fucked Look. It consisted of hair that was messy…
Testing my process
I am currently in rehearsal for a submersion piece. This is a theatrical experience that doesn’t turn off. I will be performing my role in a small room with people and i will be speaking directly to them. I am playing a 1957 smart repressed controlled housewife who secretly desires…
Ask an Actor….what the truth is.
When wondering where the truth lies I suggest finding an actor to discuss the situation. WHY? Well, we are trained in great story telling...we are trained to find the Achilles heel of the character..we are trained to cover it up and we are trained to allow it to destroy things..even…
Acting, Kitchen, Marriage, SURFing Process
Thinking of removing your implants. Think about this first
One thing to think about before you remove your implants is HOW MUCH do you love yourself. Becasue Boobs are a buffer...they shield you from your own hate and make you into a pretense....so if you remove them..your shields are down and you have to face everything straight on...you can't…
TOUGHHHHHH couple of weeks
Steve has a HUGE personality and when he is in a mood it seeps into the house...into the walls..into the windows....I am the same...my moods are more in the air in the lights and in the sounds of the drawers closing but we are equal...but this last one...this last bit…
Goodbye….Devon..AKA Pain Body…
I was listening to Eckhart Tolle and his talk about shining a light on the pain body is what my entire process of my work has been. I take a flood light and point it at the pain and that way we can expose it to light. Through my class…