The brain can't hold apposing ideas for two long...it will cause madness...So one must choose...but choosing...that is my nemesis...I have to be pushed up to a wall and threatened to make some choices ...being decisive...isn't my bag baby So this...this choice on how to move forward

SO, there is a health thing going on in the family again. It is brings back memories of my dad ( old emails literally popped up about him being dead...condolence emails and me canceling appointments because of it.) and it is causing me to take stronger steps to become a…

Acting is an emotional sport. It is high risk and injury can be unseen...like concussions in football...there are side effects maybe invisible to the naked eye. This is something that I hope people will consider and like football concessions, emotional concessions can be reduced or prevented if the actors use…

You set up a story...always...hang around people who remind you of your old stories and they will start to take root. I have noticed this...recently...a realist is among me and it is pulling me...back.... I claim I need help...I need assistance...I tend to get it...and thank people but it happens…

I woke up wanting to toss the whole idea. the class the space the everyone I have met the past tow years...I...I wanted to ....and before the thought hooked be a swept my legs to the side of the bed and began my mediation and crystal blue color allured between…

we had a talk about things today. My family...at the table...and it was great..we discusses THINGS in a clam loving intense way...We talked about feeling we had... Steve and I have already said all our things years ago...shattered things...years ago and so this talk...this resetting....some seven years later and we…

My family is Close...we aren't angry close or hostile close we are just close enough...close enough..but not tight tight...not too tight...but Close... So I am going vegetarian...I am thinking I love salads and don't love meat...I am thinking I have another thing I have to remove from the sun goddess…

Creating energy is sometimes about being still...spinning in circles and developing centrifugal force...around a pole... My house has a pole..my back yard......when I need to beckon the gods I play on that pole..I don't WORK the POLE I Play on the pole and like in life the way we approach…

Something I have enjoyed lately is the idea that I am creating a piece of work that is entirely ME. As an actor or inventor I have always focused on something OTHER than myself...or at least had another shield up infont of me. This is not a class or a…