IT is about a week since we closed...7 days I woke up early and engaged and totally aware of the version of SUSIE that i have developed a functional relationship to. Mrs. Wade is gone...sweet, exhausted, hamstrung and closeted Mrs. Wade is released and all of SUSIS’S parts that aligned…
ABUNDANCY……..through acting
If my frequency is able to affect change then if I am performing and people are being affected I want to use that opportunity to creat a loving change with people. Playing Mrs. Wade was exactly that. I played a lovely character that seemed to garner a great deal of…
2019 —–CLEAN and KIND
last night I had what I can only describe as a near death experience...it was not intentional but it was also very much my fault...I take responsibly for it and in that I own it and don't need to be punished.FREEDOM. Last night a part of me died...DEVON...I believe...the punisher...the…
hello….kind person
I have spent the last two days with very kind people...people I am honored to know and cherish because I believe I can finally understand what being sweet means...what is feels like to be around sweet people and be seen as sweetness. If you are surrounded by people who are…
Actors choose your roles….kindly
The roles you choose for the stage or for your life will become you. Choose kindly. Just because you CAN play a role doesn't mean you need to or have to or should. Just because a story wants to be told doesn't mean you need to be the one to…
Devon….it is time to go.
I get these moods. You can call them that...during my period and I am not of this world...I am foreign to myself and an unwelcome visitor to my family. I claim it is PMS that brings her but recently she arrives after that period and hangs out like a gate…
Hello…emotional Concussions for actors
why trauma can be healed but the affects of perpetuating trauma have to be brought to light...first
hello…Luxury Marriage
sitting at home with NOTHING to do...a luxury...for sure....a difficult thing for me to accept about my life..that I have this luxury....but the reading of a review of "The Marvelous Mrs. Mazel" has awoken me to the fact that I have been able to create a life of luxury. What…
good bye….cross fit ISH
Several years ago I remember seeing the whole cross fit craze hit and I say how so many women began to become buff and I was soooooo against it. I remembered a time that I had become that and was sad t the femininity of the world morphing into masculinity...softness…
Hello …..creativity fatigue
I am in a play. My play runs for four weekends...Thursday through Sunday and we run our small pieces about 7-9 times a night. Come Monday I am exhausted...my mind is at peace and my body is relaxed and I have no desire to try and create DRAMA. Fulfilling my…