why trauma can be healed but the affects of perpetuating trauma have to be brought to light...first
hello…Luxury Marriage
sitting at home with NOTHING to do...a luxury...for sure....a difficult thing for me to accept about my life..that I have this luxury....but the reading of a review of "The Marvelous Mrs. Mazel" has awoken me to the fact that I have been able to create a life of luxury. What…
good bye….cross fit ISH
Several years ago I remember seeing the whole cross fit craze hit and I say how so many women began to become buff and I was soooooo against it. I remembered a time that I had become that and was sad t the femininity of the world morphing into masculinity...softness…
Hello …..creativity fatigue
I am in a play. My play runs for four weekends...Thursday through Sunday and we run our small pieces about 7-9 times a night. Come Monday I am exhausted...my mind is at peace and my body is relaxed and I have no desire to try and create DRAMA. Fulfilling my…
Born In Bliss! Built in Truth! Executed Consciously! bibbitec
A million and one years ago I wanted to start a YOU TUBE channel- A way to communicate to people without a buffer but I wanted to make sure what I was saying would not cause more pain in the world. I have worked very long and hard at getting…
Ghost writer-for the book I may one day publish
got a quote and an outline and now I'll sit and wonder if what I have understood about creating kind art is actually something I want to do- I think that I may just want to create. you tube station about the concepts and the book since I can do…
found myself crying in the laundry room ….again
Funny how things sneak up on you...I am in the kitchen cooking latkes and a neighbor I have become very very close with tells me she is REALLy moving...crying now just trying to write about it. I am so aware how the only time I realize how much a love…
Devon paid a little visit….during the show
I was performing my monologue when another actor opened the door and requested that the "audience" leave and see another room. I was shocked but took it in stride. This was the play and we were doing this impromptu entrance....but the asking for them to leave was bothering.. I let…
Hello…..process
For the past four weeks I have been working in a play. Well an interactive immersive play that originally I declined to be part of. They wanted me to play a role that was angry and intense and I was scared to do it. I was aware that I would…
Hello…..empty house
The kids and Steve drove off today. And with a wave of my hand I was alone in my home...with my dog and my thoughts and i was fine. Instantly fine. I couldn’t hear their thoughts or worries and I was free... QUIET THe sound of EMPTY. THis is the…