After a weekend of love and cuddles and drinks and bubbles...I hope you know that you are loved more than most can ever be So stop complaining that she bothers you It is you who are bothering me
Hello……tummy
I am not sure how it happened...most likely due to my lack of size C boobs but I have developed a tummy. I am not impressed with this tummy and not sure why or how it got here. I think the two surgeries this year did a number on me…
Hello ….Loyalist
Today I sat at my kitchen table explaining to Steve about the Theaters in Edenbough and what the costs and the run woudl look like. He told me that the idea of me going almost 11 months from now gives home peace and something that doesn’t stress him out. I…
Hello…….Mothers
The idea that we have ONE true mother is not real for me anymore...we have many versions of a mother figure throughout our lives...however the one relationship we must pay close attention to is how we see ourselves or rather our material mother is the one we should be the…
Hello …Edinburgh
since I went to London and saw Starlight Express when I was nine I always wanted to skate and dance and act on a stage in the UK. Well- patience my dear freinds..three minutes till passing zone and if you plan it right. If you get your ducks lined up…
Hello ….receiving..
I told her I have a hard time taking money but I am fine giving things away...she said..you need to learn to receive more...and I said..but does it have to be in money??/ and in that the next day unfolded in the most flowerific way So today was one of…
Hello….catch and kiss
R is recasting...but OMG is it such an EGO bust...and the EGO is going to fight you the whole way. THis is the lesson I learned from claiming Steve deserted Mason bc he missed a football game that randomly started on time..but I missed it too. I deserted Mason first...I…
Hello….Charlie.
Devon and Charlie sitting in a tree K I S S InG First Comes Love Then COmes Marriage Then comes a baby in the a baby carriage Sucking her thumber Wetting her pants Wantching her Parents do the hula Dance Steve and I still fight. Hard and fast and then…
Hello…..neutral
I used to think that I wanted to feel HIGH...HIGHS from all the amazing things that would happen and then in payment I woudl deal with the lows. Now I say...I woudl rather need neutral...neither high now low and through the passing of moments in gages in the her and…
EYE……Connect
I have been aware that I have not been making eye CONENCT recently. I have been in my own world with my own internal drama and I have failed to connect with others eye line. Today are the grocery story I noticed how recharging it can be. Very vulnerable and…