Why is there a fight when we are given new information about something? Why can't we just abort the false information and move ahead? cog·ni·tive dis·so·nance: the state of having inconsistent thoughts, beliefs, or attitudes, especially as relating to behavioral decisions and attitude change. I like to picture CD as…
“Looks like Hashimoto’s” he said …
it has been about three weeks of me finding out I had a nodule to going to my first endocrinologist appointment. I had a biopsy and blood and now I wait. I had lots of signs...lots....but i have taken supplements to alleviate them and so the signs disappear a bit...and…
INtegration of character
I found this word today by asking my husband what he felt the opposite of segregation was. I had been segregated my life these past years to dissect them. It had began with the death of my father the several years of therapy and the hitting of a brick wall…
Integration of Self
INTEGRATION I found this word today by asking my husband what he felt the opposite of segregation was. I had been segregated by life these back years to dissect them. It had began with the death of my father the several years of therapy and the hitting of a brick…
Sad today and yesterday…deep sadness that was not all mine…
Acting has made me an empath by trade. Since I tend to take work home with me, I can feel for other people...as I walk our quiet little neighborhood. I slip off the path and take a walk alone thought the empty streets but for connection seekers desperately hoping to…
home
i am sitting in my front yard- it is 5:07 am. I am up. I have been up since 3:01- I went to bed a little too early or my mind is racing or perhaps I am in recasting...I am in understanding..I am in them both..... The story is that…
space matters
having a room- a studio- a space- to go to the past three months has been a game changer to me . A room for no other real reason but to meet myself as myself. A room with my things and a mirror...myself. we are approaching a lock down due…
Is Amanda Peet my new beauty-creative-guru?
https://www.lennyletter.com/story/amanda-peet-never-crossing-the-botox-rubicon----- As an older actress...birthday coming up... I tend to struggle with my age...but then again in an industry that is TRYING not to empower the MALE gaze as much anymore I also am aware that not buying into the conversation that age is ugly is important and needs to…
Post RAI and I am currently Euthyroid.
It is about a month and a half after I took I very low dose of RAI to heal my toxic Nodule. The first sign I had that perhaps things were working was that I got cold in a restaurant. I haven't felt cold in MIami for a while... The…
Heading into Tech week for Miami Motel Stories.
this role is sweet and interesting and I think i have finally begun to grasp her. tomorrow starts Tech week...which is basically putting all the pieces together and seeing how the entire piece plays out. I have decided that the routine of a show is best for me. I am…