Do not get me started. I am just now seeing that someone on this blog posted I might have it...HA...most people have it...if we are honest..we all have some bit of .anxiety and stress and all the issues we are all dealing with... build up mental health issues...even being on…
Goodbye….PLAY…
A play has always been a sad goodbye...but last night for the first time I was more happy than sad. I knew what I needed to do to maintain this feeling of connection and I was in a place to do it. I was preaching empty words...I was truly acknowledging…
insults are funny
From where I am now I am starting to find what people say about me- good or bad- very funny--funny like butterfly kisses.... Since I am not motivated by insults or compliments i.e. the PLEASER ROLE anymore...I can't move based on OTHER people's point of view. This makes things VERY…
Lovely how much diffence a year makes…
Tomorrow I am going to a year check up with Dr. Rotemberg. She is a spiritual woman and a wonderful plastic surgeon in MIami.. She is beautiful and kind and patient.with her patients..last year on December 14th ( oh it has been more than a year) I first removed my…
Spent the day with my dearest darling Alison
Alison if you never met her is adorable..she is the girl you play with on the playground becasue she will never push you or leave you behind ..she is Alison...we met in 7th grade in a youth group maybe or in school and we carpooled and became BEst freinds forever.…
Went to yoga class-taught the teacher
I went to a yoga class and i was the only one..the instructor started chatting with me and soon enough we were on the same waves length and then she said she wanted to take my class and then i said sure and then I said why not now...? So…
A clean and kind actor
I am considering that the issues I have had in the work I have done is due to the lack of restrictions. As an artist being able to explore every angle is important but being able to have a safe SPACE to do it in is equally important. The lack…
Hello…Children
I am thinking that perhaps my desire to heal the lineage has to begin either with the top or the bottom of those available to me. Meaning either the elderly or the younger ones. I have been very resistant about this and yet every time i do my own cards…
Hello…2019
Dear 2019...nice to meet you. I want to say that I was met you wish a bump of my head into the headboard, a kiss in the morning and a very real understanding that I am surly 45. Taking away signs of age are an endless job...aligning with age and…
Acting, Projects, SURFing Process
Goodbye….2018
Last year...love saying that...funny how time allows for distance and yet time is a perception we believe in. Time is nothing...but if enough people agree it links one days and nights on a string... 2018- Thank you... thank you for giving me the strength to remove my fake breast and…