Nika and I met at a wedding of our mutual freind Sofia in Boulder about 17 years ago. We have broken up two or three times since. The last one ended in her and I hugging and saying goodbye. We knew this pattern and we somehow knew we would meet…

My tarot cards said I will receive offers. I am happy about this. I am working on reviewing...I am a much better giver in bed and in life and so being able to recieve is a practice I am enjoying. This month thus far I have received a contract to…

So I have come to understand that STRESS and SUSIE are not great...I like to move quickly and lightly and when things...waves come toward me IF i really look at it and measure it I get overwhelmed and shut down and CRY a lot... THis is usually during my period…

winter is never here but I will get to now her soon she is never near but I will get to hold her soon winter is a distant dream I really ever have and if she comes to tea I think we will go mad

tomorrow I am starting one month of once a week classes. I am starting becasue I want to do them and I miss them and they make me happy. I am starting becasue being kind takes practice and I like to keep my kindness in check. I am feeling today...feeling…

The power of our minds is amazing if you think about it. And the ability to hurt people with our thoughts is real. If you have a villian in your life and your are wishing them ill...you are hurting them...and thus...you are the villian and they become the victim.... In…

Today we moved rooms in our house. Now the boys have their very own rooms. Yeah. I have the larger space with Steve and thorugh it all we had to move and get rid stuff. Basically everything we owned was touched today and half of it I think was taken…

just a little thing on the top of my head that I kind of ignored. Funny how we focus on the OTHER and the LARGER and in the end it is the little things. I went yesterday to get this removed and I have now a hole in my head…

Knowing you can do things by yourself has a tinge of sadness to it. It pulls you away from your pack and you break away…and in that your self you knew peels off of you..it hurts a bit the first few times but then you become familiar with the burn…it…

I have had two agents to speak of. Each have done a fine job but in the end I felt like they and I bottomed out. I wasn’t getting the feedback I needed to move forward and what I learned by representing myself this past couple months was that it…